This blog has become a culmination of the thoughts too vague for my journal and too vivid for my constantly racing mind. While I address that which makes me smile and that which makes me cry, I have yet to address that which scares me most: silence.
A natural born extrovert, I tend only to stay in my head in times of extreme crisis. Otherwise, like an artist making sense of the colors on canvass, I need my thoughts to be public in order to comprehend them.
I don't do well with goodbyes. I can handle rejection and I understand that sometimes distance needs to separate two souls for them to grow closer. But if there's one thing I'll never be able to understand, it's silence. Two voices, even if they're exchanging bitter words, are voices representing two individuals who are choosing to fight. Fighting only occurs when there are two parties. Silence only occurs when there is one.
And that, is what scares me most.
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